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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005

Time:10:21 am.
Mood: hungry.
oh helllooo! i'm in boston right now with .. dun dun dun, the boy. we had a fucking terrible week, and why i decided to come here.. im not sure. maybe to, fix it? who knows. i guess its fixed. hes coming to leominster for a shindig at my house tonight ..should be fun. our "crew" has def come into our own and now its no question that every weekend will be spent together. Midterms are coming up .. gov will be easy, and lit too .. french will be hard, and precal will be tough but ill be fine. and then psych will be a waste of time. uugh i have to work on sunday, and i havent gone in like 2 weeks. maybe with this blizzard coming we wont have to go.. but considering i work at a ski resort, i dont think that will happen. lol .. alright, im going to eat some breakfast.. ill write later about tonight.

I'd laugh if chlamydia and her sidekick show up at my house tonight to "beat up" jenn. lol they think they could fight jenn and basically the whole school. lol theres kara, whos body is shaped wrong, i swear. her legs are waaay too short for her body. then theres chlamydia who just speaks for herself. nice army u got goin there, girls. its funny too, bc kara thinks that i actually think shes my friend. she thinks i dont know that shes playing this game. shes nice to me when we're all alone, but when shes with kahlie i dont exist. i'll laugh when karas jaw drops when i show up somewhere where they are right behind jenn ..

jenn and carina have been there for me all week, its nice having 2 best friends that actually ARE your best friends. it seems like everyone at LHS is so artificial and fake now.. u think someone is your friend but before you know it they're talking shit about u. im so glad im graduating in like 60 days. jenn thinks shes going to tampa.. but shes not. lol she just doesnt know it yet. :o)

okay. i was going to go eat some breakfast, then i started talking about some gross bitches so this time..im really going to go eat. ill write laterrr <3
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Monday, November 15th, 2004

Time:8:13 pm.
Mood: drunk.
havent updated in a while ..

im bored, stole this from someone

1. Was a freshman in highschool
2. learned to drink
3. went to wachusett .. and liked it so much more

1. was in the beginning of junior year
2. was doing instructor training at wachusett mountain
3. took advantage of the way things used to be

1. went to boston
2. fell for you
3. didn't sleep too well

1. Went to school
2. tried to make carina feel better
3. thought about you

1. myself
2. carina
3. you

1. Any MCR song
2. Any DMB song
3. 99 bottles of beer on the wall ..

1. france
2. anywhere but here
3. your arms

1. you
2. you?
3. umm.. you

first term of senior year is over. woo. its flying by, even tho i was told itd go by so slow. im starting to wish it would slow down a little.. im starting at the mountain again on saturday, couldnt be more excited. i kind of lost touch with a few of them over the summer, hope that doesnt happen when we all go to college. i got to see everyone tonight, that was fun. adam, greg, his gf, and bouchard are all at dane cook tonight..i remember when i went-it was so much fun. i want to go again. adam and greg are coming home this weekend, im excitedd. i got to see bouchards apartment last night, its pretty nice. he lives in the cute little alleys, next to a pastry shop where i enjoyed a late-nite cannoli with nadeau potato :o) im so pumped for this weekend, it should be good .. i might get hypnotized on wednesday. hahaha .. i dont believe it at all. i got in a huge fight with dubz today in guidance about how its not real, so we bet $5 that he couldnt hypnotize me.. then next week we have a half day, and then the senior breakfast/yearbook '05 pic/rally on tues. i have a friends pic with carina tomorrow, we're posing cute..im excited. okay, i gotta go do some homework. <3
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Monday, June 14th, 2004

Time:1:58 am.
Mood: anxious.
its been a long time since ive updated..

basically, the seniors graduated..not to exciting

im pumped for this summer..infact, i dont think i could be more pumped. we're almost done too ..i have a final tm morning and a final wed morning and thats it. im a senior! wooo hoo! danielle bought her senior tshirt already..i have to get on that.

im getting my new car soon. i cant wait..goodbye victor, u were a good ride :o)

ok, im done.

P.S. ERIC SEMINOFF IS GONE! GONNNNNNNNNNNE! WOOOO HOOOO! hes in missouri and wont be back for 4 months. ADIOS!
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Sunday, November 30th, 2003

Subject:turkey day
Time:1:36 pm.
Mood: busy.
ive been doing my history packet.. ALL DAY. im starting to think i shouldn't have left it to do until the last day of vacation. hmm

the rally was fun, alot better then last year..greg was a cheerleader, very nice.

thanksgiving was good..its the only time of year that my ENTIRE family gets together. my cousins are tons of fun too.. it was good.

we lost the football game :o(. that was not good.. but the game itself was way too much fun. i stood with nick mullen and dave. nick walked over to the fitchburg side during halftime, creating a huge mess.. fitchburg kids then decided to be funny n come over to our side, except..they had posters and crap that said " GO FHS! "..some leominster kids ripped the poster up and then burned it, then john, aka "J-sta", got into a fight and kicked out. verry entertaining

and now im here, doing my history packet. rawr. ttyl Lj <3
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Thursday, November 6th, 2003

Time:7:27 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
waste away x: write something new
GrEeNeggzNhAm02: rite now?
waste away x: yes

yeah, its been a while since ive written.. n caitlin wants me to update RIGHT NOW..

first term was pretty good, decent grades..schools good, same old stuff..

things with dave are pretty up n down for the most part.. one day is really great, we get along really well ..flirt, kiss whatever..we have fun, then other days i just want to sleep punch him. i dunno..i love dave, hes my best friend.. but sometimes hes clingy n just wont give me space.. i dunno if i should tell him, cuz i dont want him to get offended or nething. ehh we'll see how it goes

greg came over after school today..he was at his uncles doing something, n he called me n said "im in ur driveway" soo..we went upstairs n ..hung out. u know what tho.. the fucking kid smells so bad. haha does he wear deoderant? ehh..hes my best friend so i can't tell him! will someone else?! lol .. he likes nicole percoco(sp?) SHHHH dont tell, and if shes gunna like him, the first thing he needs to do is put some deoderant on or his poor heart will get broken. poor kid. i love him tho

the fight catie and i had, is over..i guess. shes going to the fb game with me, shes bringing mMaaTt. wonderful.

rick got his tonsils out today. grosss

alrite, im goign to watch my dane cook dvd ..again. ttyl <3em
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Monday, August 18th, 2003

Subject:schooooool :o(
Time:12:17 pm.
Mood: anxious.
heres my schedule for this year,i just got it fixed this morning..comment if you have a class with me :o)

1 hrs am studies (roby)
2 hrs am studies eng (buss)
3 hrs chem (saddler)
4 hrs alg II (oinonen)
5 french 4 (baker)
6 street and practical law (mazzaferro)
7 intro to business (decharles)
*2nd semester*
6 study or 'guidance assistant'
7 gym (dubz) study (browne)
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Saturday, July 5th, 2003

Subject:happy fourth :)
Time:12:10 pm.
what an incredible fourth of july.. thats all i gotta say :)

i haven't written for a really long time.. but like usual i dont have time to write..

ttyl Lj
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Tuesday, April 29th, 2003

Time:12:00 pm.
Mood: lazy.
im back from france! it was sooo much fun, me n em had a blast. there were tons of "moped men", as em called them.. and all the food was wicked good!

tonight i have a softball game, and then wachusett practice right after .. argh, i have games n practices every day this week, which sucks because i have a few projects i have to do by friday! argh..i hope i didnt forget how to play softball since its been so long.. atleast it doesnt take talent to sit on the bench!! cuz thats where i'll be! hha oh well

i think im going to the movies friday to see lizzie maguire with shannon greg n brian .. i cant wait! i miss shannon, we havent hung out in the longest time, maybe cate will come along and bring her sean!

ok well im out for now .. ttyl
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Friday, April 11th, 2003

Time:4:29 pm.
yeah, i got in a fight with greg last nite..hes not talking to me now. wtf.

im in speech right now.. i hate mis gauthier. she should die.

softball tonight. not looking forward to it.

my dad is making me work at ej marones because he grew up with eddie and hes my god father and he'll let me do whatever i want.. im upset tho, becuz im busy with softball..and im going to france soon and the point of a job was to get spending money but im leaving in 5 days.. my dad said he was going to take my car away if i dont go.. so, im doing that tonite.. great.well, school is almost over ttyl
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Wednesday, April 9th, 2003

Time:5:52 pm.
Mood: crappy.
I am not: always pissed off
I love: my friends
I hate: stupid kids in the hall at school
I fear: thunder and lightning
I hope: i will get into northeastern
I hear: my dumb dog barking
I crave: ritz crackers
I regret: changing schools
I cry: over stupid shit
I care: about my friends and dave
I always: get so pissed off at chris for no reason lol
I believe: in god
I feel alone: when my dad goes away to other countries n business trips every other day
I listen: the wrong ppl
I hide: from the truth
I drive: my parents crazy
I sing: in the shower
I dance: when im happy
I write: on the back of seans shirt in geometry
I play: softball
I miss: catie ann croucher <3
I search: for happiness in all the wrong places
I learn: from my mistakes
I feel: loved
I know: that life goes on
I say: that rap sucks
I succeed: only when i try
I dream: about what life would be like if things were different
I wonder: why people dont think before they do things
I want: this war things i want to say to certain people
I give: ppl i dont like a hard time
I fell: when greg knocked me over in the hall today
I fight: with my sister
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Tuesday, April 8th, 2003

Subject:ho hum
Time:1:04 pm.
yeah.. ive had the worst week/weekend/last few days that i can ever remember having ..im not doing good in any of my classes this term, softball isnt what i thought it would be, noone gets along.. everyone is talking shit about someone else, and theres always one girl getting picked on rly bad to the point where they tell mr oxford on the rest of the team ..or needing ice packs or whatever. coach has his head up his ass and shouldnt be a coach, besides.. hes a basketball coach. not a softball coach. daves bday was friday, got him a wallet ..exciting. i think we're slowly drifing apart, and i dont think it bothers him .. oh well, im jus tryin to keep my head up..to those of u that have been there for me, i love you..thank you so much. and to the rest of u, if u ever have a problem dont come crying to me because when i needed you, you werent there.. so fuck off. some friends. i think those select few know who they are.. oh well, friendships change..argh. the bell is gunna ring, ill write more later. bye
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Monday, March 31st, 2003

Subject:ho hum
Time:10:52 am.
Mood: tired.
well im in comp apps right now ..im supposed to be doing makeup work from the billion days ive been absent, but i decided to work on my speech instead because its due next period.
on that note, i hate ms gauthier. shes a fucking retard. a few kids in our class took her cane and threw it on the floor and everyone got called down to coughlin's (sp?) eventually. that was pretty gay.. she comes down pretty hard on ashley too, we were talking about it at softball the other night and decided that she plays favorites and thats grounds for getting fired.
softball has tired me out pretty bad, it takes up so much time, even tho its 2 hrs a day.. it always seems to fall on the worst 2 hours of the day when i need to do something else or get something else done..i havent done alot of my homework, because im not up for staying up until 3 in the morning every morning doing homework..no thanks. we were supposed to have our first game tomomrrow, i was pretty excited..but it looks like all the games are pushed back a week. uugh..we havent even gotten uniforms yet. we have a pretty good team, it should be fun once games start. me and amanda are still wondering where mr oxford is from, he has a southern accent sorta, but says hes from gardner. haha oh well lunch is soon .. im hungry..ttyl
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Saturday, March 22nd, 2003

Time:3:14 pm.
i made jv!! yay!
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Wednesday, March 12th, 2003

Subject:lovely comp app class.. yet again
Time:11:32 am.
Mood: grumpy.
Word's Women Use:

FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.

FIVE MINUTES: This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade.

NOTHING: This means "something," and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with "Fine."

GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows): This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine."

GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows): This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care" You will get a "Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by "Nothing" and "Fine" and she will talk to you in about "Five Minutes" when she cools off.

GO AHEAD (Bluntly): At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

LOUD SIGH: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing".

SOFT SIGH: Again, not a word, but a nonverbal statement. "Soft Sighs" mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.

THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. "That's Okay" is often used with the word "Fine" and in conjunction with a "Raised Eyebrow."

PLEASE DO: This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn't get a "That's Okay"

THANKS: A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you're welcome.

THANKS A LOT: This is much different from "Thanks." A woman will say, "Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud Sigh." Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh,"as she will only tell you "Nothing"
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Tuesday, March 11th, 2003

Time:11:42 am.
Mood: bored.
well .. today is a boring day at school as usual. im in comp apps right now, ugh, theres a sub. ive had 3 subs today, crazy. i have a speech due next period but i didnt do it, its a demonstration speech..i dont even know what im gunna do. oh well, its only 10 pts off.
umm im not going to florida anymore, i was supposed to go with my family all next week.. but softball tryouts are all next week, and i dont want to miss them. i wanted to go to disney tho.. my family goes every year, this will be the first year i dont go..=( i dont like that. watch me not even make the team .. ahh i think im gunna laugh, i dont really care.. im still playing for wachusett because i can miss stuff for another team, but you cant for leominster .. so even if i dont make it i have another team to play for so its all good.
lunch was interesting, mark is still keeping true to lent, and hasnt given in yet..i give him props..willie rated his cookie as usual, today it was a "prime 7, the texture isnt good and the chocolate chips arent fully melted" ..ahah funny kid
prom is april 12th! jay robichaud is driving me dave greg n sophie in his mustang..we're excited =) it should be fun. well .. class is almost over, thank god..
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Thursday, March 6th, 2003

Time:4:17 pm.
Mood: excited.
i got my license! yay! =)
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Tuesday, March 4th, 2003

Time:3:05 pm.
Mood: cranky.
Ten Things I miss

1. my grammy
2. dave
3. my mom ..i wish things were diff
4. cape cod
5. old friends
6. wachusett
7. being able to trust the people who are closest to
8. my stepdad the way he use to be
10. my far away family, and aunt tracy who died last summer

Nine Things I hate...

1. liars
2. two faced "friends"
3. spiders
4. cheaters
5. tests (esp road tests!! ahh *bites nails*)
6. seeing people unhappy
7. my mother
8. stupid ppl with the bags that roll at school
9. blood

Eight Things I love...

1. dave
2. friends *SS.CC* bffl <3you girls
3. drums
4. music
5. food
6. skiing
7. softball
8. okemo

Seven things I remember the most...

1. my grammy
2. old friends/memories
3. the first time i met dave
4. learning how to play drums
5. all my wicked bad sunburns from cape cod when i cant move for a week after that
6. when i got a triycle for my 3rd bday and the first time i rode it, i fell off and skinned my knees and wouldnt ride it ever again
7. when my grammy died

Six things I want to do eventually...

1. go to friggen france in april
2. be successful
3. be happy
4. play pro softball
5. move far away from leominster
6. go to

Five songs I can hear over and over and over and over....You get the point...

1. starting line - decisions, decisions
2. theory of a deadman - nothing could come between us
3. christina aguilera - beautiful
4. Counting crows - big yellow taxi
5. finch - stay with me

Three things I want to change...

dont wanna get into it

Two people I want to disappear

dont wanna say ne names .. im sure those ppl know, and if i havent told you.. its not you.

One thing I want...
1. right now? to be an adult, away from high school and the stupid people and drama in it
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Monday, March 3rd, 2003

Time:7:13 pm.
Mood: drained.
hi.. i def havent written in this for a LONG time..i deleted the other like 3 entries cuz they were stupid..boring day today, cant wait for it to end. i got another silver thingy for the renaissance assembly, ugh. i hate being last, i hate my last name.. well, im in comp apps right now, and the bells going to ring.. ttyl
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